Saturday, October 27, 2007

I Gave You Power

I m mightier than sword,
If my owner uses me right,
I can kill without a stab,
I can start a war,
Stop a war and a lot more,
I give light to all those who lost cause,
For all those who got something to say, But can't say it,
I help them make it,
I don't discriminate, by color, race or religion,
I help them write, I give them a vision,
I got you your first job,made your parents proud,
I help move crowds.

I m a workaholic,
I like to keep spitting ink, without a pause,
I m a writer's weapon of choice,
I m the silent voice,
If you use me right, I can make your girlfriend moist,

I m your Sunday solitude,
And Monday news,
I m the only thing you might own,
When you die broke,
I can help your last words,
In the form of a suicide note,
Or clog myself at your father's last breath,
Make your inheritance go to charity,
So make sure you use me right and not play with me,

I ejaculate, leave the pages dirty,
Leave stains hard to wash away,
For my owners who lost their way,
And don't know how to use me,
Call me moody, I can make your shirt pockets get noticed,
So I just pray, my next owner be a true writer,
Who has his mind aligned to me, and wouldn't lose focus,
I hope one day I will help him write an opus,

I can make you nostalgic, give you memories,
Help you remember things,
You can use to sketch,
If my cousin's lid breaks,
I don't have the same shades he has,
But it depends on the user's skill,
And if I ever run out you can refill,

My golden age has passed,
But I still got it,
I fight against 100 keys,
But then again I got it locked,
And the keys on the keyboard,
Are like Nas,
What would you be without me?
I gave you power*

Friday, October 26, 2007

Powers That Be

power is in poetry, paper n people.
by paper i mean money,
but many of them write so worthless,
and they waste it,
then they say recycle, save trees,
and they are least concerned
about what i m tryin to say here,
they wanna know what my name means.

by poetry i mean words,
spoken n written,
but damn sure not bitten,
turn faces crimson,
spreading wisdom,
now combine that with beats
thats what i call built to kill,
but u can find words n then you say you got skills,
so i m a hypocrite, like everyone else,
and thats what everybody tells,

tell me whats the difference between people n crowd,
i tell you, both are stupid,
coz a person can think but not the mob
if you had seen the riots I have, you would agree,

then by my people i mean,
my people, my countrymen
who only know a little,
may God bless us all equal,

with great power comes great responsibility,
i don't need to be stung by an 8 legged,
to understand that,
so i write by the powers that be,
i use it to empower
the powerless*

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Ineffable (Painkiller Part 2)

Her soft skin on mine,
with all this passion combined
my fingers through her hair,
the moment passes and I wish I was there,
I can still feel her lips on mine,
the feeling so divine,
her flaming lips leave me burnt,
she replaced all that hurt,
its even hard to find words.

When I fall asleep,
And when I wake up, she's there next to me,
When she's close enough, I can smell her,
Close enough, I can tell her,
What she means to me,
I just want her to be next to me,

I could tell all this
face to face,
But I wrote it down,
In case she ever forgets,
But then again words are only words
How can they ever compare
To what I feel inside,

No prescription needed,
I have found my painkiller for life*

Saturday, October 13, 2007

Little too late

What am i supposed to say now
coz back then i was
overwhelmed by words
i would have said it all,
had so much to say
but i couldn't really find you,
you made me feel like nobody else has,
but now if i say its de ja vu
then I lie,

now that i have found you,
its a little too late,
coz somebody else has already found you,
if i could turn back time
and its that time again,
me, reckless n stupid,
you, young n beautiful as ever,
but i guess its little too late,

All this while you were in my thoughts,
And i looked for you all over,
Now that i have found you,
You are more beautiful than before,
But all the more away,
its kinda bitter sweet
but more bitter than sweet,
Now you find the meaning
If I meet i will tell you what you mean to me
But I guess, Now its a little too late*

Friday, September 07, 2007

Pain Killer( Feels like Love)

She smells like flower,
Tastes like honey,
Her touch is magic,
Now finally the days are sunny,
She kisses me softly,
Holds me gently,
I can't get enough of her,
And I m like God help me,
I can't stop kissing her,
Her lips so tempting,

We talk so much but its not enough,
And I want her so bad
the wait is worth it,
And when she leaves I feel so sad,
then I hate waiting
Makes me forget all the pain,
Gives me reason to live,
Makes me wanna change,
For the better,
Knowing at least someone cares,
When I m with her the time flies,
Her nails through my hair,
Her breath clashing mine,
Feels what my eyes want to say,
All this when,
Next to her I lay,
Doesn't let me drink enough,
But she doesn't know
I m already high from her sugar kisses,
How can I let her go?
Her touch is addictive,
Now I know theres mercy above,
I don't know what you call this
But it feels like love*

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

Bad Credit

mind state is relative
and the anger is gravity,
i aint even tryin to give a fuck,
where i m from
u dont stand and stare,
u find the walls red,
find souls dead,
get lost in a zone,
tryin to find way away from home
make u not forget my name,
i m in love with this pain
can i see you again?
all the time spend waiting in vain
i think i m gonna die today
everyone who hurt me is gonna pay*

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

Beyond the relations that can be named


I don't know what is it about you,
I ain't your lover,
Nor am i trying to be one,
But don't blame me
if i become,

No its not your eyes.
that i m crazy bout,
are we friends?
something i really doubt,
coz you never ever call
As if i expect
I think sometimes you are unfair,
But all due respect
I can't say there's something
about you i really like,
but when i talk to you
it really feels nice.

No i ain't rich,
But if u ever need something just ask,
I do wanna ask you something
don't forget me so fast,
But above all , all i want from you,
is for you to be happy always,
I don't care what you do, what you do.

I wanna see you everyday,
But I know somethings just can't happen,
just so that you know,
I think of you every second.

I thought I would buy you flowers,
But they would dry,
So I wrote down these words,
Coz they wouldn't lie.

I hope you get everything you want,
enjoy, have fun, stay the same,
But what I share with u is,
Beyond the relations that can be named*

You, Not Someone like you

No, I ain't saying
I haven't met someone like you,
Its just that
I haven't met someone like you,
Words are lost,
And I ain't even tryin,
Its like theres a string
we are connected by,
An unbroken chord,
An unspoken bond,
I don't even talk so much,
and you still get the message,
Now what you call this,
I don't even wanna go there,
OK, So I lied,
I m lost in your thoughts,
And I don't even wanna come back,
keep me grounded,
If I ever fall,

I don't even do drugs,
And I feel addicted,
Its like all the pain shifted,
I have been so alone,
I think I get carried away,
But then again,
I know if one is worth wasting my time,

You call and I ain't got
Nothing to say,
As if I don't know
What to say
All I know
I wanna be with
You, not someone like you*

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Peace of Shit Part 2

You are following the legacy of bastards
characterized by disobeying masters,
killing impostors,
wearing cloak of monsters,
rather coming off obnoxious
u cachinate in laughter,
waiting for life after,
soldiers die martyrs,
the thoughts make u die faster
Achtung Baby!!!! or should I say Be cautious
life is like jigsaw everybody wants a piece of it,
But it ain't nothing but a peace of shit*

Friday, August 10, 2007

Scribble Hard

Rise deeper,
up to the Brim,

Calm waters run shallow,
or so I say
I may be wrong,
Put your mind to it,

I m just tryna calculate
if my pen's aligned to it

the moment is bout to pass,
I just broke the time barrier
the words will last*

Monday, August 06, 2007

Abide

They say good things don't last long,
So I guess they were right,
But I don't believe in all this,
And like you said everything happens for a reason
So there has to be a reason,
Why we had to meet for such a short time,
And why I decided to call you before I left.
I was like a dream just started and the alarm rang,

So can you tell me why does my heart feel so bad,
Why do I feel so sad?
When I left and I barely know you,
Why did I not sleep so well last night?
and was lost somewhere all day, today.

I will remember you always,
And what you said.
I don't believe in love at first sight
But then again I don't even know what love is.

I hate goodbyes,
Yet I m glad I called,
I wished I could have stolen a kiss
Before I would miss you like crazy forever,
But then again, nothing is forever
So I decide I would wait till we meet again*

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Dumb

Actions speak louder than words
But me I was born dumb*

Thursday, June 21, 2007

Fly

Fly
i saw a bird with broken wings
fly through the cracked sky,
i flap my one wing
and get ready to fly,
but i fear to soar and be hit by
an astray plane and die today,
atleast i tried
but why? you say

my skin hates my bones,
my brain hates my heart,
it wants my heart to be pulled apart,
but i follow my heart,
coz I was told so by the Father,
Life is getting harder,
the skies r getting darker,
I m ready for whats after,
So I wouldn't lie,
Lord give me wings to fly*

Sunday, June 17, 2007

Reprise

picture says a thousand words,
but the scripture is left unread,
you want for Him to come,
but you can't find a reason why He bled*

Tearz of the Sun

I m like retarded kid
throwing ice cubes at the sun,
thinking it would melt
and the rain would come,
but i ain't ignorant
as to from where it rains,
despite all the struggle
i m willing to make a change,
i m tryna move moutains
without any help,
my place is the sky shall be reserved,
Just to His left,
words are meager,
like the faith is in the eye of the beholder,
hold this pen tight,
death isn't in the eyez of the heat holder,
loosen up my tie, take off the shirt,
let the sun warm my cold shoulder*

Calibres of an educated fool

Yes I remember I was in school,
teachers tryna make me learn
I barely understand,
what was the moral of the story
they would ask?
I wouldn't listen coz i was sitting last,
its more than a chapter of my past,

I always would stand out in the crowd,
not bcoz i was proud,
I could never relate to what my peers thought,
or what my teachers taught
teachers said i would amount to nothing,
but i guess i did learn something,
otherwise i wouldn't be writing this,
may be subconsciously,
coz consciously i didn't make an effort,
but now does it really matter

my parents put me through every teenagers nightmare,
cant really say i liked that,
but anyways it made me the person i m,

NO i ain't rich as i would like,
but there's way to go and anything is possible,
coz i m still breathing,
i ain't a quitter and I ain't leaving,
And I m a man and alone I stand,
i ain't got no ice on my arms,
no keys on my palm,
But i guess its all good
Coz i never let my studies
interfere with my education*

Monday, June 04, 2007

Taken

Give you everything you ever wanted,
Make you feel like you are on top of the world,
would be easy considering your feather weight curls,
But you are just a girl,
On second thought,
Not just an average girl,
that I see everyday,

You make me wanna love you in every way,
Wouldn't buy you flowers, coz they wither away,
I would rather take you to garden every day,

Love you for who you are,
Not just the way you dress,
I ain't saying all this to impress,

But pity, Coz all this
When you are already taken*

Saturday, May 26, 2007

Leap of Faith

I know I ain't nobody,
to tell you what you do,
But this Yes I tell you
my dear friend,
Just so that you know,
And you won't get hurt
I ain't telling you
Not to fall in love,
Just don't let the love
hold the reins,
I know what you might think,
What do I know about love?
But if I could show my broken heart,
You wouldn't say the same,

Love somebody,
but not more than yourself,
I have been there and done that,
And done with it,
Believe me if you could,
those seconds of heaven
are nothing,
compared to the pain,
that a broken heart brings you,
I ain't saying all men are alike,
and for sure I know all women either,

Dream I say,
But don't make them so hard,
then again its a matter of belief,
Coming from a dare devil like me
I know it sounds absurd,
Who am I tell you,
Not to take,
This leap of faith*

Friday, May 25, 2007

Write of Way

Pen is stronger than the knife,
I read that in the Book of Life,
So I write so deep,
that I bleed,

So many souls this art resurrected,
Through words we feel connected,
We broke the barriers of language and race,
All the scars and the damage replaced,

An outlet, to get it out,
An outset, to set it out,
A cup of wisdom, take a sip, pass it around,
If it wasn't for these words, Incognito would never be found,
If it wasn't for these words, I wouldn't be so proud,
But then again I wouldn't touch the ground,

So many of us would have died unnoticed,
So many of us would have cried feeling hopeless,
And I m thinking, What if,
These words I couldn't vomit,
the cancer had flourished,
My soul malnourished,

But I let my knife cut the green,
My pen praise Him,
For the talent He has granted,
Coz the Write of way
isn't that far left*

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Re- Kindle

Bible has words that Christ wrote,
Words are dope,
Inspires me when I m broke,
Giving wings to my hope,
Never learn to jump rope,
I just learnt to be true
every time I spoke,
Get reaction outta u like "OH NO"
Call me Loco,
Pass the torch When I m Dodo*

Things Happen to those who weight

Tearz make my eyez warm,
and my vision blurry,
makes your lips salty,
when you kiss me,
I ain't goin no where,
but you know what my wish be,
Will you leave me like rain leaves
the soil wet,
Coz then comes the wait,
something we all hate*

Monday, May 14, 2007

Like a Soulja

Like a Soulja I fight,
for the war I m in,
Days pass and winds blow,
hurdles come and hurdles go,
everyone of them surely I know,
Its like a swing to and fro,
Pillows wet, Eyez not shallow,
Can't tell this to my mom though,
Like a Soulja I fight for the war I m in,
I m back where I belong that I dream,
Few faces turn, all of them run,
I stand still, came undone,
Fastforward now, time to shun,
Every morning Chapters learnt,
Bleeding dry like cactus burnt,
Back in the dayz had some fun,
Soulja'z Life all in one,
War ,till I m back, I have just begun

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

One

Fortune favors the brave,
but my Saviour has been named,
King of the Kings,
the One residing in the sky,
Gives me reason to die,
my vision is high,
But you ask me why,
I say Why not?
And you say O My God!!!
I gotta rinse myself with my blood,
In order to be forgiven
Not like all but,
This mortal wants to make it even,
The Good die young,
Its true, you know where I m from,
I have been chosen,
Yes, I m the one*

Monday, May 07, 2007

Errors in mis-judgment

For the truly awakened
don't need eyes to see,
for those truly alive
don't need air to breathe,
whats in the name,
let my errors in mis-judgment speak,
Let me lay 6 feet deep
if ever I get weak,
my words will inherit,
coz they say the world shall be for the meek*

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Forsaken Oasis

In the desert,
it quenches the thirsty,
something the lost
caravans wish for,
only source of water,
where the sun is merciless,
from far and wide,
the creatures gather,
the only hope
in the barren land,
such a promise for
lost souls,
but this one shall
be mistaken,
for a mirage
on the horizon,
it never got a chance
to give the life
it promised,
it never did,
Such is the life,
of a soul like mine,
a case of mistaken
identity
such is the fate of
a forsaken oasis*

Moment of Clarity

Its amazing how
silence speaks aloud
when you are alone,
and then you find
that moment you waited for
all along,
and you fall on your knees,
coz all of the 3 are merciful,
the focus is found,
things turn around,
and everything is in your stride,
no more reason to hide,
There has to be God,
He can read your thought,
Watching me from somewhere,
and your every breath,
reminds you to do whats right,
the purpose gets clear,
you can even touch
its so damn near,
and you choose to live,
with a new belief,
the sun suddenly get brighter,
the light of the stars is all
you need at night,
you gotta be there
to know what its like,
you gotta experience
to find this moment of clarity*

Monday, April 30, 2007

A Place like this..(Passage to Zion)

For all those tender at heart,
Who forgive at ease,
Who gives out smiles on lease,
Lend me a smile, I promise,
I will payback with interest,
For all those who are glad
to be blessed,
Pray for me to your God, whatever
the name be,
For those who see beyond
the color and the skin,
Ask my name and I will
take you to my home,
For those who take struggle in their stride,
and fight bravely,
Give me some of that too,
I will share it gladly,
For all those living young,
living like a child, still carefree,
Give me a moment, I can
runaway to the world of my own,
Where I know nobody other
than the people from my home,
Where the sky is blue as I like it,
and Sun warms my senses,
where the smiles of strangers
leaves my soul replenished,
Where the oceans seem empty
compared to the hearts of my people,
They will teach you how to live,
If I ever forget,
I told where I wanna go,
So now will you take me
to a place like this*

Do Knot Untie

So much to do
so little time,
So much to say
so few words,
Or so I say
you can see my wrists
I feel your pain,
Close your eyes,
I can read your mind,
this puzzled breath,
we long to solve,
this ancient potion
we want to dissolve,
what is the purpose?
Did I fly 7 seas,
just to see my mother cry,
Or the joy on her face
when I see her again,

So many questions,
if someone could answer,
Will someone descend,
when the blue skies open?
Or will this hope like broken,
Is this the Pandora's Box
or a knot tied too tight*

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

You Liar!

if ever the pain gets too much to bear
and for some reason I m not there
give me a call and I shall share,
I will let my back pack be covered by sand
carry your burden, walk hand in hand,
I only do for you what you do for me,
I m such a liar,
Everything I do for you is not enough,
and it doesn't mean much
you say I m a liar,
but time will prove,
you will be left speechless
with nothing to say!

Monday, April 23, 2007

Leave me alone

The itch was so bad
I scratched till I bled,
I cut so deep,
the whole floor was red,
But still alone I stand,
Leave me alone is what I meant,
Skies are dark n gloomy,
But when I m holdin this many
calibres I m moody*

Only when I m alone

Staring into nothing
my thoughts wander far and wide,
should I stay there or come back?
I can't decide
The rainbow seems pale
and there r only shades of black,
all this anger seems to be of no avail,
hold your breath make a wish for me,
I feel so lonely........

Monday, April 09, 2007

Nevermind

You took me for granted,
You spilled my drink,
YOu didn't even spare time to think,
I knew this would end,
and you thought every broken heart could mend,
I wrote your name on my heart,
now just to forget you I leave it scared,
may be you thought you just wasted time,
I can't really say, I m fine
but then again,
nevermind*

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Trangress

I m dehydrated,
But you will hate it,
If I made it
I m drawing pictures at home,
When I m alone,
Trying to serenade,
Sipping Lemonade,
But it wasn't the venom, Wait!!!
that left the bitter taste in my mouth,
But you left as soon as you knew what I m about,
you went to Amazon and brought a few clouds,
It rained all day, you didn't even hear me murmur or shout,
World Wide Suicide couldn't bring us close enough,
I m the descendant of the Sun, I always had it rough,
But the righteous shall not be forsaken,
Coz I find inspiration in Him,
and this scripture is a known weapon*

Monday, March 19, 2007

Wrath

Should I slit my wrist?
Flood the city or Should I paint this town red?
or should I color the barren walls
with my words of graffiti,
Or should I go back
start with my own city,
In the land of the Gods
its hard to find pity,

State of mind .......to be continued

One word can make us all feel connected,
As if Christ resurrected,
How far should I go b4 I can't turn back
Should I just give it all up and run back,
Give me back my best years,
The "take in the chest" years,
I like my grass dry, no greener pastures,
Let me identify the bastards.........

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Versus to be added

Should I grab my crucifix tight in these dark ages,
Or should I blast them all, fill up these pages,
My anger rages on,
The page is torn,
There is a cyclone in my mind,
You might go there and find,
Demons on a leash,
Freedom of speech,
Women on a wish,
Crimson and sweet,
Wisdom of discreet,
Theres so much I want to do
But so little time,
My heart is already broken,
Why you tryna fiddle mine?
Leave me alone, Coz if I rebel,
You wouldn't like it,
Strip you all off your Nikes,
So called ryderz strap you on your bike seats,
I m supposed to be nice kid,
My last name ain't Shakur,
But me against the world
Now thats more like it*

take me in!

I respire,
for you to conspire,
get higher,
only way to be flyer?
admire, the ways of the man
need to vest to take this gunfire,
aspire, for everything you wished for,
coz when you are gone they are not gonna miss y'all*

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Pseudo Inferno

If the night seems long,
and the road seems hard,
Just open your eyez and day shall begin,
Stop right there and start living,
the sky shall be blue,
When theres nothing left to prove,
Look at the performer when the crowd wouldn't move,
Wanted to write something long but its only a line you drew,
Look back at your life how you were grown,
What change have you made on your own,
just wasted oxygen coz it was free,
Gave your life away but it wasn't me,
you pushed me to the edge, and your hand slipped,
NOw I shouldn't be so disrespectful I should be tight lipped,
Now can I be responsible for what my mind did,
mind over matter, many friends scatter,
so many dreams shatter,
Now I m one step closer to nirvana,
I love it all, Just hate the manner*

Solicitude

Wisdom is relative,
but do i have to do the imperative,
If God sends his angels,
Will we still be strangers?
Show me a star to meet somebody in a manger,
just going would be enough, No gifts needed,
I found bliss when I was defeated,
coz the demons on my shoulders were
meant to be greeted,
I cut their wings off, I found 'em seated,
I don't need to run away,
I stand and stare at the sun today*

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Wishful Thinking

I know I shouldn't see you each day,
but I can't help myself I have to see you each day,
all my paths lead to you,
who else would I talk to,
If it wasn't for you,
But its only time that I sacrifice,
Let me get lost in your eyez,
May be the only place I would find peace,
Give you everything you want is my wish,
But all good things come to an end,
No matter what happens just be a friend,
You will be there is what I m hoping,
but we share a bond that is not to be broken*

Monday, February 26, 2007

Labyrinth

i m the labyrinth,
you can't battle me,
the most you can do is rattle me,
i m that wind that can't settle quick,
i got demons on my both shoulders,
my thoughts are like posters,
posters of focus,
y'all fail to notice,
coz these posters are in a dark alleys of the inner city,
only this mirror filthy,
it will take a genocide to kill me,
feel me*

Monday, February 05, 2007

The day that is today

Today you can tell me what you want 2 say,
the moment that is now,
the moment that is proud,
tomorrow isn't a promise,
It will pass by and I wouldn't notice,
the day that is today,
i can't say tomorrow will be a new day,
nobody has seen the day that is to come,
live today, coz it will not return,
today will help us to become,
today will hold us strong, tomorrow will weaker,
today is the confidant, tomorrow is indifferent,
can't say see you tomorrow coz if i pass away,
you will say i was with him just yesterday,
can i say love you again,
coz tomorrow i might not feel the same,
can i spit out my deepest desire,
i don't know what the day to come will require,
the day that is today,
the moment that is now,
let me live my life today

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Ride the Rocket

Life is like riding the subway,
first you wait for the train to come,
coz you just missed one,
the phone doesn't work,
and worst still the strangers surround you,
But then you notice a beautiful face,
And you are thankful for God's grace,
And that you got late,
You come out of the tunnel,
its raining outside,
You praise the Lord,
Coz you don't have to walk outside,
But then comes the stop,
And you wonder if this is the stop
you are supposed to get off,
the darkness welcomes you,
And you hope, light at the end of the tunnel
awaits you,
frowns n the smiles force you to stare,
But do you really care?
just then you try to read the map,
trying to figure out if you are on the right track,
music gives you company,
when theres nothing to do,
but then comes the time to change,
Here comes, Yonge and Bloor*

Thursday, January 25, 2007

Rising

Sky's fold,
I die cold,
You take away everything I strive for,
my dreams are like a leaf in a river,
its banks are rough, and I stare like beaver,
Waters ain't receding let me take a breather,
But I was born to be a winner,
I find inspiration in all the failure,
its 1492 and I am a sailor,
I earn more than the paper,
All the nights when I was on my knees ain't gonna vapour,
I don't even need to answer the question
who's my saviour?*

Tears suffice

When your eyez
find it hard to sleep,
I m drowning in this
sea so deep,
And you know I want
to change,
But you can't even
recall my name,
As it turns out
it wasn't a dream,
Sea water runneth
over the brim,
my cold stares
are justified,
If I say I like this
I lied,
But I ain't ashamed
to say I cried,
Nobody mourned
when my smile died,
Let me go
to the other side,
Let my feet
touch the summer tide,
I m stronger
than you think,
I know it will be
hard to breathe,
When I am
at this altitude,
But you learn whatever
little oxygen is there can be used,
Let me
reach higher,
I, myself
be my desire*

Monday, January 22, 2007

Something i felt was worth posting

I have found paradox that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt only more love- Mother Teresa

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Screams of Tranquility

Let me hold u,
Melt in my arms,
Let the rain of your pain,
soak in my soil,
for the tug of emotions that we embroil,
its more like imbroglio,
But me,I m Incognito,
So I do things not so known even by me,
But your love it shines brightly*

Sunday, January 07, 2007

My Anger's Requiem

Sometimes I just wanna cut my wrists
to see how much it bleeds,
how much blood a dying soul needs,
save a morsel everytime i eat,
so that i can save a hungry soul on the street,
I wanna make devil bite the dust,
coz i have got the number on the beast,
I wanna call God everytime He leaves,
me stranded in the night,
find words to talk to the demons
that never see the light,
and i wonder if hadn't conquered these demons
what would my life be like,
what if this mirror wasn't a monster
and i wouldnt leave these walls red,
but b4 that i gotta comfort all my people
who can't walk str8,
Like i said fake love, all hate,
try me and i shall demonstrate,
my mindstate is not improving,
and i shall murder everything moving,
i m on the edge so don't push me
I will snap, Its a choice so just choose it

Friday, January 05, 2007

Monster

paid dues,
make moves,
praying to Jesus,(read Hesus)
sippin on grey goose,
i hope i can join my people,
who lay loose,
loco 4 life, says who
can anybody fill my grey shoes?
nah, once in a day, the monster moves,
its take time to implement my monster views*

Unforgiven

When I meet you,
I feel like I just met myself,
But you shall not be like me,
I shall guide you, so that when time comes you won't need my help,W
When I speak to you,
sometimes i feel like you are saying my thoughts,
I hope you will not turn out like me,
coz i had to work really hard for everything I sought,
There's a storm in my mind,
But I feel like u r the one with a mangled home,
I wish I could take away all that you weather,
Instead I decide to leave this stranger alone,

I tell you to focus on the things that matter,
Coz sooner or later these friends will scatter,
You will pour your heart out and at the end of the day,
you think all night if they would find 2 words to say,
so you ask how do i know this,
I tell you coz I have been through all you go through,
I m a loner I hope u r not,
hang on now can't abort,
Inspire yourself, coz this life is to be won,
Eventhough you shall forever remain unforgiven*