Another Battle

a day comes and a day goes
and i now that God knows
days r long but i don't get rattled
so i live to fight another battle
mom misses me and so
i will write a poem for sure
i got more than a few things on my mind
i m all alone no friends bymy side
i hold on to them even if dreams get shattered
see another day for another battle
skies are gloomy
but u wudnt say that if u knew me
mom's thinking of me coz i aint there
Tell her i fear God but i aint scared
this struggle only made me better
so i can fight and live to fight another battle*

i miss y'all

i miss the country i grewup in
i miss my neighbour hood
i miss my land
i miss my friends
i miss my parents
i miss the sky
i miss the sun
i miss my cousins
i miss my blood brothers
i miss the heat
i miss the simple joys
i miss my home
i miss my neighbours
i miss my bike
i miss the time i used to waste
i miss the simple sin
i miss bni
i miss india each n everything
but so that u know i remember
i miss y'all

troublesome '05

troublesome '05 continues........

watchin my back

as i walk through the valley of shadow of death,
i m fearless in my every breath
what should i fear? whom should i fear?
i stay wise and humble,
eventhough i fall and stumble,
what can mere mortals do to me?
nothing is the answer for u 2 see
i need to stay true in everything i do
He is watchin my back
And guides me everywhere i go
in times of despair, in times of joy He leads me for sure,
He has given me everything what can i ask for more,
there are two footprints on the sand,
and then He picked me up in His hand
it will be this way
today, till the end of the way,
who else can i trust in this world
i put my trust in His word,
and i know everytime i feel insecure
he is watchin my back*

black sheep

young i was yes i remember,
still in my teens it was december,
overlooked n hated,
for this i wishedi wudn't have waited,
grew up in a house where everything i did i had 2 ask,
i was first but felt like last
weak in studies thought i wud make it all good for sure,
instead i lived alienated all the more,
like a black sheep which has no luck,
couldn't speak my tongue was stuck,
hated playin second fiddle,
trouble and i was in the middle
tired of living under the shadow,
this sheep would have better run away from the meadow,
like a bomb i m ready 2 explode,
stranded on this hell road,
still im a black sheep,
nobody 2 dry my tears when i weep,
no friends while i stand everybody goes,
still overlooked and Lord knows,
wolf took away this sheep never to return again,
still in solitude i stay true,
put my faith in Jahovah and what i do,
no angel in sight no promise 2 keep,
there would never be peace enough to sleep
there would never be peace for this black sheep*