Dumb

Actions speak louder than words
But me I was born dumb*

Fly

Fly
i saw a bird with broken wings
fly through the cracked sky,
i flap my one wing
and get ready to fly,
but i fear to soar and be hit by
an astray plane and die today,
atleast i tried
but why? you say

my skin hates my bones,
my brain hates my heart,
it wants my heart to be pulled apart,
but i follow my heart,
coz I was told so by the Father,
Life is getting harder,
the skies r getting darker,
I m ready for whats after,
So I wouldn't lie,
Lord give me wings to fly*

Reprise

picture says a thousand words,
but the scripture is left unread,
you want for Him to come,
but you can't find a reason why He bled*

Tearz of the Sun

I m like retarded kid
throwing ice cubes at the sun,
thinking it would melt
and the rain would come,
but i ain't ignorant
as to from where it rains,
despite all the struggle
i m willing to make a change,
i m tryna move moutains
without any help,
my place is the sky shall be reserved,
Just to His left,
words are meager,
like the faith is in the eye of the beholder,
hold this pen tight,
death isn't in the eyez of the heat holder,
loosen up my tie, take off the shirt,
let the sun warm my cold shoulder*

Calibres of an educated fool

Yes I remember I was in school,
teachers tryna make me learn
I barely understand,
what was the moral of the story
they would ask?
I wouldn't listen coz i was sitting last,
its more than a chapter of my past,

I always would stand out in the crowd,
not bcoz i was proud,
I could never relate to what my peers thought,
or what my teachers taught
teachers said i would amount to nothing,
but i guess i did learn something,
otherwise i wouldn't be writing this,
may be subconsciously,
coz consciously i didn't make an effort,
but now does it really matter

my parents put me through every teenagers nightmare,
cant really say i liked that,
but anyways it made me the person i m,

NO i ain't rich as i would like,
but there's way to go and anything is possible,
coz i m still breathing,
i ain't a quitter and I ain't leaving,
And I m a man and alone I stand,
i ain't got no ice on my arms,
no keys on my palm,
But i guess its all good
Coz i never let my studies
interfere with my education*

Taken

Give you everything you ever wanted,
Make you feel like you are on top of the world,
would be easy considering your feather weight curls,
But you are just a girl,
On second thought,
Not just an average girl,
that I see everyday,

You make me wanna love you in every way,
Wouldn't buy you flowers, coz they wither away,
I would rather take you to garden every day,

Love you for who you are,
Not just the way you dress,
I ain't saying all this to impress,

But pity, Coz all this
When you are already taken*

Leap of Faith

I know I ain't nobody,
to tell you what you do,
But this Yes I tell you
my dear friend,
Just so that you know,
And you won't get hurt
I ain't telling you
Not to fall in love,
Just don't let the love
hold the reins,
I know what you might think,
What do I know about love?
But if I could show my broken heart,
You wouldn't say the same,

Love somebody,
but not more than yourself,
I have been there and done that,
And done with it,
Believe me if you could,
those seconds of heaven
are nothing,
compared to the pain,
that a broken heart brings you,
I ain't saying all men are alike,
and for sure I know all women either,

Dream I say,
But don't make them so hard,
then again its a matter of belief,
Coming from a dare devil like me
I know it sounds absurd,
Who am I tell you,
Not to take,
This leap of faith*

Write of Way

Pen is stronger than the knife,
I read that in the Book of Life,
So I write so deep,
that I bleed,

So many souls this art resurrected,
Through words we feel connected,
We broke the barriers of language and race,
All the scars and the damage replaced,

An outlet, to get it out,
An outset, to set it out,
A cup of wisdom, take a sip, pass it around,
If it wasn't for these words, Incognito would never be found,
If it wasn't for these words, I wouldn't be so proud,
But then again I wouldn't touch the ground,

So many of us would have died unnoticed,
So many of us would have cried feeling hopeless,
And I m thinking, What if,
These words I couldn't vomit,
the cancer had flourished,
My soul malnourished,

But I let my knife cut the green,
My pen praise Him,
For the talent He has granted,
Coz the Write of way
isn't that far left*

Re- Kindle

Bible has words that Christ wrote,
Words are dope,
Inspires me when I m broke,
Giving wings to my hope,
Never learn to jump rope,
I just learnt to be true
every time I spoke,
Get reaction outta u like "OH NO"
Call me Loco,
Pass the torch When I m Dodo*

Things Happen to those who weight

Tearz make my eyez warm,
and my vision blurry,
makes your lips salty,
when you kiss me,
I ain't goin no where,
but you know what my wish be,
Will you leave me like rain leaves
the soil wet,
Coz then comes the wait,
something we all hate*

Like a Soulja

Like a Soulja I fight,
for the war I m in,
Days pass and winds blow,
hurdles come and hurdles go,
everyone of them surely I know,
Its like a swing to and fro,
Pillows wet, Eyez not shallow,
Can't tell this to my mom though,
Like a Soulja I fight for the war I m in,
I m back where I belong that I dream,
Few faces turn, all of them run,
I stand still, came undone,
Fastforward now, time to shun,
Every morning Chapters learnt,
Bleeding dry like cactus burnt,
Back in the dayz had some fun,
Soulja'z Life all in one,
War ,till I m back, I have just begun

One

Fortune favors the brave,
but my Saviour has been named,
King of the Kings,
the One residing in the sky,
Gives me reason to die,
my vision is high,
But you ask me why,
I say Why not?
And you say O My God!!!
I gotta rinse myself with my blood,
In order to be forgiven
Not like all but,
This mortal wants to make it even,
The Good die young,
Its true, you know where I m from,
I have been chosen,
Yes, I m the one*

Errors in mis-judgment

For the truly awakened
don't need eyes to see,
for those truly alive
don't need air to breathe,
whats in the name,
let my errors in mis-judgment speak,
Let me lay 6 feet deep
if ever I get weak,
my words will inherit,
coz they say the world shall be for the meek*

Forsaken Oasis

In the desert,
it quenches the thirsty,
something the lost
caravans wish for,
only source of water,
where the sun is merciless,
from far and wide,
the creatures gather,
the only hope
in the barren land,
such a promise for
lost souls,
but this one shall
be mistaken,
for a mirage
on the horizon,
it never got a chance
to give the life
it promised,
it never did,
Such is the life,
of a soul like mine,
a case of mistaken
identity
such is the fate of
a forsaken oasis*

Moment of Clarity

Its amazing how
silence speaks aloud
when you are alone,
and then you find
that moment you waited for
all along,
and you fall on your knees,
coz all of the 3 are merciful,
the focus is found,
things turn around,
and everything is in your stride,
no more reason to hide,
There has to be God,
He can read your thought,
Watching me from somewhere,
and your every breath,
reminds you to do whats right,
the purpose gets clear,
you can even touch
its so damn near,
and you choose to live,
with a new belief,
the sun suddenly get brighter,
the light of the stars is all
you need at night,
you gotta be there
to know what its like,
you gotta experience
to find this moment of clarity*

A Place like this..(Passage to Zion)

For all those tender at heart,
Who forgive at ease,
Who gives out smiles on lease,
Lend me a smile, I promise,
I will payback with interest,
For all those who are glad
to be blessed,
Pray for me to your God, whatever
the name be,
For those who see beyond
the color and the skin,
Ask my name and I will
take you to my home,
For those who take struggle in their stride,
and fight bravely,
Give me some of that too,
I will share it gladly,
For all those living young,
living like a child, still carefree,
Give me a moment, I can
runaway to the world of my own,
Where I know nobody other
than the people from my home,
Where the sky is blue as I like it,
and Sun warms my senses,
where the smiles of strangers
leaves my soul replenished,
Where the oceans seem empty
compared to the hearts of my people,
They will teach you how to live,
If I ever forget,
I told where I wanna go,
So now will you take me
to a place like this*

Do Knot Untie

So much to do
so little time,
So much to say
so few words,
Or so I say
you can see my wrists
I feel your pain,
Close your eyes,
I can read your mind,
this puzzled breath,
we long to solve,
this ancient potion
we want to dissolve,
what is the purpose?
Did I fly 7 seas,
just to see my mother cry,
Or the joy on her face
when I see her again,

So many questions,
if someone could answer,
Will someone descend,
when the blue skies open?
Or will this hope like broken,
Is this the Pandora's Box
or a knot tied too tight*

You Liar!

if ever the pain gets too much to bear
and for some reason I m not there
give me a call and I shall share,
I will let my back pack be covered by sand
carry your burden, walk hand in hand,
I only do for you what you do for me,
I m such a liar,
Everything I do for you is not enough,
and it doesn't mean much
you say I m a liar,
but time will prove,
you will be left speechless
with nothing to say!

Leave me alone

The itch was so bad
I scratched till I bled,
I cut so deep,
the whole floor was red,
But still alone I stand,
Leave me alone is what I meant,
Skies are dark n gloomy,
But when I m holdin this many
calibres I m moody*

Only when I m alone

Staring into nothing
my thoughts wander far and wide,
should I stay there or come back?
I can't decide
The rainbow seems pale
and there r only shades of black,
all this anger seems to be of no avail,
hold your breath make a wish for me,
I feel so lonely........