unbreakable

beyond the three words,
or any word could describe,
no time or space can decide,

beyond the cliches
of love poems,
or the ring which
I can take off every time I shower,
Or calls I wait for
every hour,

beyond the loyalty,
if words could deceive,
not conditional,
but a joy to receive,

no wasting time,
no foreplay of sacrifice of mortal flowers,
no wall of promises,
that towers,

over all that makes sense,
no I am not talking
about no strings attached,
no messages
tracked,

no pressure of trying
to match the party wear,
no matter where I go,
you are always partly there,

a voice
so unmistakable,
share a bond
so unbreakable*

These Times

All these times we spend together,
Seems we were meant to be together,
All these beautiful moments,
I wish I could hold on to them,
But I let them go,
Knowing there are better ones to come,
All the smiles and frowns,
All this tickling and fiddling,
These moments more precious than gold,
We will remember when we get old,
Warmth of your touch,
Gleam in your eyes,
All the lies I have told,
So that I can get to see you,
My moment of clarity when I really need you,
I wish I could have found you sooner,
But no regrets,
Coz just to know I have you,
I know I m not lucky, I m blessed,
And I wonder will you stay the same
Through rain and clouds,
Whether I am humble or proud,
I know I act weird at times,
Not clear in mind,
But no matter what may come,
I will forever be there for you,
Love you and care for you,
You take me to places I have never been,
Or I have ever seen,
That place is like a sanctum to me,
And I want you to walk with me,
Talk with me,
Same way as these times*

More Than You Think You Are

I knew it from the start,
It wasn’t gonna be easy,
But since my birth I have been following my heart,
May be I was born to struggle,
Been there and still doing it,
All the battles I survived,
Somebody was there to ruin it,
But I need them to put me down,
The failures only made me stronger,

I stay focused, don’t let my thoughts wander,
God’s favorites have a hard time,
Now when I look back at all the years past,
The purpose of all this struggle,
I find answers to all the questions I asked,
You reap what you sow,
But you also gotta nurture and water,
Keep doing your thing,
All the small talk shouldn’t really bother,
I know there will be times,
When you will doubt yourself,
But hurdles teaches you things
you don’t know about yourself,
God has a weird sense of humor,
And you gotta be patient,
Give up your vices,
Give up time wasting,
There’s much to achieve,
So much that can be done,
All that you need is inside you,
Where else can you get inspiration from,
The light at the end of the tunnel isn’t that far,
Coz you are,
More than you think you are*

The Fight Continues

So many people around the world,
Waiting for a savior to descend,
Some one who can guide them,
Take away their miseries,
I wish it was me,
But each one of us,
Has been granted this power,
To rise above the person next to us,
We don't need a savior,
The power is within us,
For all the believers,

If we each play our part,
We can each have our Adidas,
If we each make a point,
To do whatever little we can,
I know we put our selves in their shoes,
We can find the impetus,
Way is there, all we need is the will,
We even have the intellect,
We don't even have to go there,
We have the internet,
This is an urge, This is my request,
This is my prayer,
For the hungry to the world,
I don't write without a cause,
But for me, this is more than a cause,
Just think if what if it was one of yours,
For you, this might be news,
But the fight against hunger continues.........

White Carpet

So I wake up,
Feeling the chills,
Get on with the routine,
Doing my thing,
Then take a peek outside,
And I see the splendor,
Of God's Creation,
Its that time again,
No, its not the sun,
Blinding my eyes,
No, its not the greens,
That soothe my senses,

Its that time,
The birds fly south for,
Its that time,
The squirrels gather nuts year round for,
Its that time,
That makes Christmas so special,
I am delighted to see it again,
As if the Father is gonna descend,
And the earth is covered with
A White Carpet

Already Mine

I thought I would send you love letters,

But the post seldom works good,

Thought I would say sweet things to you,

But words are only words,

Thought I would send you flowers,

But they dry,

Thought I would do nice things for you,

But you like to do things for me,

Shower you with gifts and diamonds,

But nothing is as good, as to give to you,

Take you to vacation on an island,

Just you and me, But I aint that rich yet,

Do everything for you,

But I don't need to impress you,

Because you are....

Stay There

Let me stare into those eyes,
And let me get lost,
All the love I see in them,
Makes me wanna stay there*

Walk With Me

Walk with me,
Talk to me,
So that I may know,

I m so used to walking alone,
All this seems surreal,
So just hold my hand,
So that I may know,
That you are still here,

Take me to the other side,
Where its just you and me,

Its me against the world,
But with you
I feel invincible,
My feelings are true,
Even though its just words that I scribble,

No one can even come close,
Compared to what you are to me,

This life is hard,
It gets dark sometimes,
If I ever lose hope,
Be my guiding light,
I don't need anybody else,
I just want you,
To walk with me*

Piece of Mind

There's so much to say
and you are just not there,
Yes, nobody made me feel
the way you do,

I can still smell you
as if you were never gone,
with you not here,
can't really say I m fine,
your touch lingers
your skin smooth like wine,

Just sit here,
And let me stare,
Don't say nothing,
for once, let the time stop,
Coz we never seem to talk enough
so let the silence speak,
or is it that you have,
left me speechless again,

Only time I find peace,
and I long for your kiss,
Who else makes you feel
the way I do,
who understands you
the way I do,
Only if I can make you
understand what you mean to me,
when you pamper me like a child
I wish I could stay more than a while,
just stare in my eyes
you will see it
if they can't tell you all

my unknown strength,
my sun in the rain,
my angel in disguise,
my dream invader,

why am I even trying to waste words?
I m just trying to give you
A piece of my mind*

I Gave You Power

I m mightier than sword,
If my owner uses me right,
I can kill without a stab,
I can start a war,
Stop a war and a lot more,
I give light to all those who lost cause,
For all those who got something to say, But can't say it,
I help them make it,
I don't discriminate, by color, race or religion,
I help them write, I give them a vision,
I got you your first job,made your parents proud,
I help move crowds.

I m a workaholic,
I like to keep spitting ink, without a pause,
I m a writer's weapon of choice,
I m the silent voice,
If you use me right, I can make your girlfriend moist,

I m your Sunday solitude,
And Monday news,
I m the only thing you might own,
When you die broke,
I can help your last words,
In the form of a suicide note,
Or clog myself at your father's last breath,
Make your inheritance go to charity,
So make sure you use me right and not play with me,

I ejaculate, leave the pages dirty,
Leave stains hard to wash away,
For my owners who lost their way,
And don't know how to use me,
Call me moody, I can make your shirt pockets get noticed,
So I just pray, my next owner be a true writer,
Who has his mind aligned to me, and wouldn't lose focus,
I hope one day I will help him write an opus,

I can make you nostalgic, give you memories,
Help you remember things,
You can use to sketch,
If my cousin's lid breaks,
I don't have the same shades he has,
But it depends on the user's skill,
And if I ever run out you can refill,

My golden age has passed,
But I still got it,
I fight against 100 keys,
But then again I got it locked,
And the keys on the keyboard,
Are like Nas,
What would you be without me?
I gave you power*

Powers That Be

power is in poetry, paper n people.
by paper i mean money,
but many of them write so worthless,
and they waste it,
then they say recycle, save trees,
and they are least concerned
about what i m tryin to say here,
they wanna know what my name means.

by poetry i mean words,
spoken n written,
but damn sure not bitten,
turn faces crimson,
spreading wisdom,
now combine that with beats
thats what i call built to kill,
but u can find words n then you say you got skills,
so i m a hypocrite, like everyone else,
and thats what everybody tells,

tell me whats the difference between people n crowd,
i tell you, both are stupid,
coz a person can think but not the mob
if you had seen the riots I have, you would agree,

then by my people i mean,
my people, my countrymen
who only know a little,
may God bless us all equal,

with great power comes great responsibility,
i don't need to be stung by an 8 legged,
to understand that,
so i write by the powers that be,
i use it to empower
the powerless*

Ineffable (Painkiller Part 2)

Her soft skin on mine,
with all this passion combined
my fingers through her hair,
the moment passes and I wish I was there,
I can still feel her lips on mine,
the feeling so divine,
her flaming lips leave me burnt,
she replaced all that hurt,
its even hard to find words.

When I fall asleep,
And when I wake up, she's there next to me,
When she's close enough, I can smell her,
Close enough, I can tell her,
What she means to me,
I just want her to be next to me,

I could tell all this
face to face,
But I wrote it down,
In case she ever forgets,
But then again words are only words
How can they ever compare
To what I feel inside,

No prescription needed,
I have found my painkiller for life*

Little too late

What am i supposed to say now
coz back then i was
overwhelmed by words
i would have said it all,
had so much to say
but i couldn't really find you,
you made me feel like nobody else has,
but now if i say its de ja vu
then I lie,

now that i have found you,
its a little too late,
coz somebody else has already found you,
if i could turn back time
and its that time again,
me, reckless n stupid,
you, young n beautiful as ever,
but i guess its little too late,

All this while you were in my thoughts,
And i looked for you all over,
Now that i have found you,
You are more beautiful than before,
But all the more away,
its kinda bitter sweet
but more bitter than sweet,
Now you find the meaning
If I meet i will tell you what you mean to me
But I guess, Now its a little too late*

Pain Killer( Feels like Love)

She smells like flower,
Tastes like honey,
Her touch is magic,
Now finally the days are sunny,
She kisses me softly,
Holds me gently,
I can't get enough of her,
And I m like God help me,
I can't stop kissing her,
Her lips so tempting,

We talk so much but its not enough,
And I want her so bad
the wait is worth it,
And when she leaves I feel so sad,
then I hate waiting
Makes me forget all the pain,
Gives me reason to live,
Makes me wanna change,
For the better,
Knowing at least someone cares,
When I m with her the time flies,
Her nails through my hair,
Her breath clashing mine,
Feels what my eyes want to say,
All this when,
Next to her I lay,
Doesn't let me drink enough,
But she doesn't know
I m already high from her sugar kisses,
How can I let her go?
Her touch is addictive,
Now I know theres mercy above,
I don't know what you call this
But it feels like love*

Bad Credit

mind state is relative
and the anger is gravity,
i aint even tryin to give a fuck,
where i m from
u dont stand and stare,
u find the walls red,
find souls dead,
get lost in a zone,
tryin to find way away from home
make u not forget my name,
i m in love with this pain
can i see you again?
all the time spend waiting in vain
i think i m gonna die today
everyone who hurt me is gonna pay*

Beyond the relations that can be named

I don't know what is it about you,
I ain't your lover,
Nor am i trying to be one,
But don't blame me
if i become,

No its not your eyes.
that i m crazy bout,
are we friends?
something i really doubt,
coz you never ever call
As if i expect
I think sometimes you are unfair,
But all due respect
I can't say there's something
about you i really like,
but when i talk to you
it really feels nice.

No i ain't rich,
But if u ever need something just ask,
I do wanna ask you something
don't forget me so fast,
But above all , all i want from you,
is for you to be happy always,
I don't care what you do, what you do.

I wanna see you everyday,
But I know somethings just can't happen,
just so that you know,
I think of you every second.

I thought I would buy you flowers,
But they would dry,
So I wrote down these words,
Coz they wouldn't lie.

I hope you get everything you want,
enjoy, have fun, stay the same,
But what I share with u is,
Beyond the relations that can be named*

You, Not Someone like you

No, I ain't saying
I haven't met someone like you,
Its just that
I haven't met someone like you,
Words are lost,
And I ain't even tryin,
Its like theres a string
we are connected by,
An unbroken chord,
An unspoken bond,
I don't even talk so much,
and you still get the message,
Now what you call this,
I don't even wanna go there,
OK, So I lied,
I m lost in your thoughts,
And I don't even wanna come back,
keep me grounded,
If I ever fall,

I don't even do drugs,
And I feel addicted,
Its like all the pain shifted,
I have been so alone,
I think I get carried away,
But then again,
I know if one is worth wasting my time,

You call and I ain't got
Nothing to say,
As if I don't know
What to say
All I know
I wanna be with
You, not someone like you*

Peace of Shit Part 2

You are following the legacy of bastards
characterized by disobeying masters,
killing impostors,
wearing cloak of monsters,
rather coming off obnoxious
u cachinate in laughter,
waiting for life after,
soldiers die martyrs,
the thoughts make u die faster
Achtung Baby!!!! or should I say Be cautious
life is like jigsaw everybody wants a piece of it,
But it ain't nothing but a peace of shit*

Scribble Hard

Rise deeper,
up to the Brim,

Calm waters run shallow,
or so I say
I may be wrong,
Put your mind to it,

I m just tryna calculate
if my pen's aligned to it

the moment is bout to pass,
I just broke the time barrier
the words will last*

Abide

They say good things don't last long,
So I guess they were right,
But I don't believe in all this,
And like you said everything happens for a reason
So there has to be a reason,
Why we had to meet for such a short time,
And why I decided to call you before I left.
I was like a dream just started and the alarm rang,

So can you tell me why does my heart feel so bad,
Why do I feel so sad?
When I left and I barely know you,
Why did I not sleep so well last night?
and was lost somewhere all day, today.

I will remember you always,
And what you said.
I don't believe in love at first sight
But then again I don't even know what love is.

I hate goodbyes,
Yet I m glad I called,
I wished I could have stolen a kiss
Before I would miss you like crazy forever,
But then again, nothing is forever
So I decide I would wait till we meet again*