Beyond the relations that can be named

I don't know what is it about you,
I ain't your lover,
Nor am i trying to be one,
But don't blame me
if i become,

No its not your eyes.
that i m crazy bout,
are we friends?
something i really doubt,
coz you never ever call
As if i expect
I think sometimes you are unfair,
But all due respect
I can't say there's something
about you i really like,
but when i talk to you
it really feels nice.

No i ain't rich,
But if u ever need something just ask,
I do wanna ask you something
don't forget me so fast,
But above all , all i want from you,
is for you to be happy always,
I don't care what you do, what you do.

I wanna see you everyday,
But I know somethings just can't happen,
just so that you know,
I think of you every second.

I thought I would buy you flowers,
But they would dry,
So I wrote down these words,
Coz they wouldn't lie.

I hope you get everything you want,
enjoy, have fun, stay the same,
But what I share with u is,
Beyond the relations that can be named*

You, Not Someone like you

No, I ain't saying
I haven't met someone like you,
Its just that
I haven't met someone like you,
Words are lost,
And I ain't even tryin,
Its like theres a string
we are connected by,
An unbroken chord,
An unspoken bond,
I don't even talk so much,
and you still get the message,
Now what you call this,
I don't even wanna go there,
OK, So I lied,
I m lost in your thoughts,
And I don't even wanna come back,
keep me grounded,
If I ever fall,

I don't even do drugs,
And I feel addicted,
Its like all the pain shifted,
I have been so alone,
I think I get carried away,
But then again,
I know if one is worth wasting my time,

You call and I ain't got
Nothing to say,
As if I don't know
What to say
All I know
I wanna be with
You, not someone like you*

Peace of Shit Part 2

You are following the legacy of bastards
characterized by disobeying masters,
killing impostors,
wearing cloak of monsters,
rather coming off obnoxious
u cachinate in laughter,
waiting for life after,
soldiers die martyrs,
the thoughts make u die faster
Achtung Baby!!!! or should I say Be cautious
life is like jigsaw everybody wants a piece of it,
But it ain't nothing but a peace of shit*

Scribble Hard

Rise deeper,
up to the Brim,

Calm waters run shallow,
or so I say
I may be wrong,
Put your mind to it,

I m just tryna calculate
if my pen's aligned to it

the moment is bout to pass,
I just broke the time barrier
the words will last*

Abide

They say good things don't last long,
So I guess they were right,
But I don't believe in all this,
And like you said everything happens for a reason
So there has to be a reason,
Why we had to meet for such a short time,
And why I decided to call you before I left.
I was like a dream just started and the alarm rang,

So can you tell me why does my heart feel so bad,
Why do I feel so sad?
When I left and I barely know you,
Why did I not sleep so well last night?
and was lost somewhere all day, today.

I will remember you always,
And what you said.
I don't believe in love at first sight
But then again I don't even know what love is.

I hate goodbyes,
Yet I m glad I called,
I wished I could have stolen a kiss
Before I would miss you like crazy forever,
But then again, nothing is forever
So I decide I would wait till we meet again*

Dumb

Actions speak louder than words
But me I was born dumb*

Fly

Fly
i saw a bird with broken wings
fly through the cracked sky,
i flap my one wing
and get ready to fly,
but i fear to soar and be hit by
an astray plane and die today,
atleast i tried
but why? you say

my skin hates my bones,
my brain hates my heart,
it wants my heart to be pulled apart,
but i follow my heart,
coz I was told so by the Father,
Life is getting harder,
the skies r getting darker,
I m ready for whats after,
So I wouldn't lie,
Lord give me wings to fly*

Reprise

picture says a thousand words,
but the scripture is left unread,
you want for Him to come,
but you can't find a reason why He bled*

Tearz of the Sun

I m like retarded kid
throwing ice cubes at the sun,
thinking it would melt
and the rain would come,
but i ain't ignorant
as to from where it rains,
despite all the struggle
i m willing to make a change,
i m tryna move moutains
without any help,
my place is the sky shall be reserved,
Just to His left,
words are meager,
like the faith is in the eye of the beholder,
hold this pen tight,
death isn't in the eyez of the heat holder,
loosen up my tie, take off the shirt,
let the sun warm my cold shoulder*

Calibres of an educated fool

Yes I remember I was in school,
teachers tryna make me learn
I barely understand,
what was the moral of the story
they would ask?
I wouldn't listen coz i was sitting last,
its more than a chapter of my past,

I always would stand out in the crowd,
not bcoz i was proud,
I could never relate to what my peers thought,
or what my teachers taught
teachers said i would amount to nothing,
but i guess i did learn something,
otherwise i wouldn't be writing this,
may be subconsciously,
coz consciously i didn't make an effort,
but now does it really matter

my parents put me through every teenagers nightmare,
cant really say i liked that,
but anyways it made me the person i m,

NO i ain't rich as i would like,
but there's way to go and anything is possible,
coz i m still breathing,
i ain't a quitter and I ain't leaving,
And I m a man and alone I stand,
i ain't got no ice on my arms,
no keys on my palm,
But i guess its all good
Coz i never let my studies
interfere with my education*

Taken

Give you everything you ever wanted,
Make you feel like you are on top of the world,
would be easy considering your feather weight curls,
But you are just a girl,
On second thought,
Not just an average girl,
that I see everyday,

You make me wanna love you in every way,
Wouldn't buy you flowers, coz they wither away,
I would rather take you to garden every day,

Love you for who you are,
Not just the way you dress,
I ain't saying all this to impress,

But pity, Coz all this
When you are already taken*

Leap of Faith

I know I ain't nobody,
to tell you what you do,
But this Yes I tell you
my dear friend,
Just so that you know,
And you won't get hurt
I ain't telling you
Not to fall in love,
Just don't let the love
hold the reins,
I know what you might think,
What do I know about love?
But if I could show my broken heart,
You wouldn't say the same,

Love somebody,
but not more than yourself,
I have been there and done that,
And done with it,
Believe me if you could,
those seconds of heaven
are nothing,
compared to the pain,
that a broken heart brings you,
I ain't saying all men are alike,
and for sure I know all women either,

Dream I say,
But don't make them so hard,
then again its a matter of belief,
Coming from a dare devil like me
I know it sounds absurd,
Who am I tell you,
Not to take,
This leap of faith*

Write of Way

Pen is stronger than the knife,
I read that in the Book of Life,
So I write so deep,
that I bleed,

So many souls this art resurrected,
Through words we feel connected,
We broke the barriers of language and race,
All the scars and the damage replaced,

An outlet, to get it out,
An outset, to set it out,
A cup of wisdom, take a sip, pass it around,
If it wasn't for these words, Incognito would never be found,
If it wasn't for these words, I wouldn't be so proud,
But then again I wouldn't touch the ground,

So many of us would have died unnoticed,
So many of us would have cried feeling hopeless,
And I m thinking, What if,
These words I couldn't vomit,
the cancer had flourished,
My soul malnourished,

But I let my knife cut the green,
My pen praise Him,
For the talent He has granted,
Coz the Write of way
isn't that far left*

Re- Kindle

Bible has words that Christ wrote,
Words are dope,
Inspires me when I m broke,
Giving wings to my hope,
Never learn to jump rope,
I just learnt to be true
every time I spoke,
Get reaction outta u like "OH NO"
Call me Loco,
Pass the torch When I m Dodo*

Things Happen to those who weight

Tearz make my eyez warm,
and my vision blurry,
makes your lips salty,
when you kiss me,
I ain't goin no where,
but you know what my wish be,
Will you leave me like rain leaves
the soil wet,
Coz then comes the wait,
something we all hate*

Like a Soulja

Like a Soulja I fight,
for the war I m in,
Days pass and winds blow,
hurdles come and hurdles go,
everyone of them surely I know,
Its like a swing to and fro,
Pillows wet, Eyez not shallow,
Can't tell this to my mom though,
Like a Soulja I fight for the war I m in,
I m back where I belong that I dream,
Few faces turn, all of them run,
I stand still, came undone,
Fastforward now, time to shun,
Every morning Chapters learnt,
Bleeding dry like cactus burnt,
Back in the dayz had some fun,
Soulja'z Life all in one,
War ,till I m back, I have just begun

One

Fortune favors the brave,
but my Saviour has been named,
King of the Kings,
the One residing in the sky,
Gives me reason to die,
my vision is high,
But you ask me why,
I say Why not?
And you say O My God!!!
I gotta rinse myself with my blood,
In order to be forgiven
Not like all but,
This mortal wants to make it even,
The Good die young,
Its true, you know where I m from,
I have been chosen,
Yes, I m the one*

Errors in mis-judgment

For the truly awakened
don't need eyes to see,
for those truly alive
don't need air to breathe,
whats in the name,
let my errors in mis-judgment speak,
Let me lay 6 feet deep
if ever I get weak,
my words will inherit,
coz they say the world shall be for the meek*

Forsaken Oasis

In the desert,
it quenches the thirsty,
something the lost
caravans wish for,
only source of water,
where the sun is merciless,
from far and wide,
the creatures gather,
the only hope
in the barren land,
such a promise for
lost souls,
but this one shall
be mistaken,
for a mirage
on the horizon,
it never got a chance
to give the life
it promised,
it never did,
Such is the life,
of a soul like mine,
a case of mistaken
identity
such is the fate of
a forsaken oasis*

Moment of Clarity

Its amazing how
silence speaks aloud
when you are alone,
and then you find
that moment you waited for
all along,
and you fall on your knees,
coz all of the 3 are merciful,
the focus is found,
things turn around,
and everything is in your stride,
no more reason to hide,
There has to be God,
He can read your thought,
Watching me from somewhere,
and your every breath,
reminds you to do whats right,
the purpose gets clear,
you can even touch
its so damn near,
and you choose to live,
with a new belief,
the sun suddenly get brighter,
the light of the stars is all
you need at night,
you gotta be there
to know what its like,
you gotta experience
to find this moment of clarity*